Y’all

Lol I know it’s late but I couldn’t go to sleep with this one. I haven’t had a job since January 3rd of this year. I still ate, still had an apartment to come to, never ran out of gas or went without the necessities. The past 7 months have been the most uncomfortable and at times frustrating months of my life. I never knew God to be my provider until this year. He was honestly more than that; I saw God for myself this year. And that’s what sparked the change for me.

Despite the turmoil and dark moments created by deception and false expectations, I wouldn’t want to do this year any other way. I’ve grown so much. Seen and explored so much of myself. God opened doors and opportunities that Polo could have never given me. He has changed my heart and perspective concerning His love for me, and flipped my mentality from that of poverty to abundance. Tonight at bible study, the minister said, “God wants you to maintain the harvest, not just have it,” and I believe that’s what He’s done for me this year. Renewed my financial thinking so that I could maintain what He has for me instead of allowing it to run through me like I was once acquainted with doing. Through obedience and lots of vulnerability, I reached this new place in my life and well idk how to even describe it. My laptop broke last week, and tonight I got a new one without paying a penny. I give clothes away at least once a month and I am constantly receiving more than I expected. I’ve asked for a new car and lol well y’all probably gonna get a video for that one! And oh yea pooh! Ya girl is clocking into a job tomorrow morning!!!! Six of my twelve goals for the year are complete. I just can’t believe the place that God has brought me to. I am a completely different person here in July then I was in January. Lol I mean I was still 20 so ya know…technically I was. 🙃

But listen, this blog- isn’t the scheduled blog for the week so still be ready- was just to give some quick encouragement to someone. You keep your head up darling; I know your frustration and I wish I could say the trials will all cease one day, however your perspective will change and that’s when the danger comes in for your enemies. So even if you have to crawl with tears in your eyes, don’t stop following the voice of God. He is leading you to your destined and victorious ending. It’s a process, a beautiful one at that. He loves you so much that He wants to be sure your heart can handle what your hands are reaching for. It’s all coming together for you. I promise.

Love you bunches ❤️

-Jada B.