Something God is really having to process me through is seeing it but not being effected by it. Like seeing the shade and not taking offense; seeing someone else win and not feel like that means I’m losing; seeing someone else being highlighted and not feel like I’m not doing enough or I’m meant for the background. Following me?

I read something last week that struck a nerve. Particularly because what I read did not illustrate the truth, but rather the truth from this person’s perspective in which I was the villain. **commercial break: now if I’m gonna be the villain then I’m gonna strap my boots and be that, but when I know that I know that I KNOWWWW that I wasn’t and that I even went out of my comfort zone repeatedly to make reconciliation, yea I got a problem with this skewed truth…. I won’t say a lie bc, again, this is this person’s truth concerning me: commercial break over**

After wrestling with God on this, **bc I was not eager to jump into His perspective knowing that it would force me to move past the offense** I finally came to the root. My ugly truth when it comes to offenses, God loves the other person too. Just as much as He loves me, He has plans and hopes and an expected end for them too. It’s hard to hear or want to believe when you are in it, but it’s so important to feed yourself this truth. God’s love is not dictated by our problems. Lol and how human of us to try to make it so.

I’m having to retrain my thinking into the revelation that God’s love is more than I can fathom. He has me, you, her, him, AND them all in our perspective lanes to destiny. Worrying about anything other than your lane is a discredit to the storyline of your life. It’s work. And sometimes, like today, I have to force feed myself this truth by the pound bc my flesh is like no baby run me my one since there’s an issue. Lol but when you are destined, there’s an entirely new mindset you must put on. We are the King’s kids. We have to align every fiber of our being to that.

Lol so get out of your feelings and get into purpose. Whatever your “it” is, it doesn’t require a reaction. You got destiny on the inside to unlock, let the pigs argue over the slop of life.

Love you bunches ❤️

** I’ll probably be coming back to reread this bc whew 🥴😩 Lol but we can do it!

-Jada B.