Now you know what 😕

I’ve been trying my best these last two weeks to be so professional and in order with the schedule I laid out and the deadlines I gave myself and the graphic designs and the dates and topics for this and that and blah blah blah…. that I almost forgot that first and formost, this is a platform for healing. Some days it’s yours, but everyday it’s for me.

D3stined was birthed out of pain, but even in that pain I found a reason to live, and I made it my mission to be transparent until every woman this platform could reach was free! F R E E‼️‼️

Free from the scars rape and molestation leave on a girl who struggles to believe Christ sees her as pure. Free from the grips of generational curses that have suffocated everyone in your family. Free from the heaviness of depression. Free from the loneliness of rejection. Free from the fear of failure. Free from the bottomless pit of lost identity. Free from the oppressing God of lack who tells you that nothing is ever good enough to get you out. Free from every wicked vine that tries to hinder destiny one twist and turn at a time. I want you all to be free, but it flows from the head down. **sorry long intro, but you know you my boo so I had to be open lol**

You ever had a whole bunch of little things lead to a big attitude? Bc…. ME TONIGHT- well last night. And no I didn’t apply one of those bomb quotes or scriptures the Holy Spirit has given me for the @d3stinednetwork_ Instagram page. Lol I couldn’t even find a worship song to soothe my frustrations. They were bigger than my order being wrong at Waffle House, they were bigger than me forgetting my flats in my car, bigger than me changing outfits just to end up in the original outfit…. THEY WERE. BIGGER.

BUT.

They weren’t bigger than my God’s love for me. The Holy Spirit, once I decided I was not going to end my night in self pity, reminded me of the scripture that said “what shall separate you from the love of God… I tell you nothing shall seperate you from the love of God” ( Romans 8: 35-39) Bruh… BABBYYYY‼️‼️ And then He didn’t stop there- He took me in my mind to the scripture that explains what love IS and reminded me that God IS love. So even in my short comings, even in my ugly progress of financial literacy and freedom from everything this world has placed on me, even in my moments of ‘bruh do I even have the faith required for this?’, or my moments of ‘they don’t like me in this arena so maybe I’m not called to it’….. God loves me!!!!! And He will loop back as many times as He needs to for me, He will stop and break down whatever I’m having trouble with. I think sometimes we get so caught up on God being everything except a loving father. Above all, He wishes to see you free because He loves you! He wishes to see you whole because He loves you! He wishes to see you living the life that He prepared for you because He loves you! Think of something or someone you just overflow with love…. God loves you more than that and it’s unwavering. Even in your hot mess, no one wants to be bothered with you moments, God will sit criss cross applesauce with you on the bathroom floor and you don’t even have to try to explain anything to Him because He knows you better than you know you.

So no matter where you mentally find yourself this morning and as you prepare for this day, remind yourself that God loves you, and nothing in your humanity can stop his love. Meaning EVERYTHING is taken care of. He caught every loose end and is weaving it for His perfect will ( which is the destined you). Bask and appreciate His love, thank Him for His love, and THEN start your prayer time or whatever you do to start your days, but align everything with the solid and perspective changing truth that HE LOVES YOU. And nothing can change that. Not even you. Have a fantastic Friday!

Love you bunches ❤️

-Jada B.