Author: Jada B.
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Refocus Moment
Something God is really having to process me through is seeing it but not being effected by it. Like seeing the shade and not taking offense; seeing someone else win and not feel like that means I’m losing; seeing someone else being highlighted and not feel like I’m not doing enough or I’m meant for…
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Ignite your Light
So I got a call from my ex’s girlfriend. Lol yup- you read that right, and no it wasn’t a harsh conversation. In fact it was brief and I wish I could’ve gave her more than an “I’m sorry.” Speaking with her, it was like talking to me a year ago. I resonated with the…
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Last Stretch
And that’s exactly what this one is doing: clearing your heart and mind to receive what year one in this new decade is bringing to you. You are gaining a new skin for the fresh wine that’s being poured in your life. That’s why everything is so frustrating because- ‘ugh I don’t even have anything…
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Apply Pressure
One of the hardest things for me to grasp was that someone could ever love me: that I was ever someone’s first choice or ever could be: that my best bet was to support until the day I went to see God. What a life. 🙃 Needless to say, but I didn’t expect life out…
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Fight On
Hi loves! How have you been in these first moments of 2020? It’s okay if your answer and vision are not in the same place. Read that again- three times if you have to! Six months. We been at this for six months and look at what He’s accomplished. You all have pushed me in…
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Ring Ring
Are you answering? If you would’ve asked me yesterday, I would’ve said yes. Yup- lol you read that right. I would have tried to justify my answer with explaining that my past may need me, my past may have somehow changed and deserves access into my present and future, my past didn’t know what it…
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Just Start
Can I be transparent? I’ve struggled with setting goals. I do it though bc settling for whatever life hands me is not how I plan to live my life, and it’s not the desire I have for you either. Goal setting can bring about so much anxiety. Like what am I pushing for specifically? I…
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A Letter for Champions
2020 is in 10 days. Let that sink in. Reflecting back on my year, there were moments I felt like I literally could not get up and move on. I questioned God, I resented my purpose, I struggled to hold on to everything that once made me so secure: the insecurities that hugged my curves…
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Identity Theft
Hey girl, Yea I know it doesn’t feel like you’re the pink starburst of the package, but honey if only you knew of the adoration that flows out of conversations concerning you. They are wondering: how you are doing it, how you are managing to still walk gracefully through the fires of life, how you…
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Pretty and Powerful
A mouthful. Can I be transparent? I will anyways. The past week- maybe two- has been full of me trying to avoid the conversation I needed with myself about the love I’ve refused my inner man. Those who are really close to me know that as amazing as I am, I extremely self critical. Sometimes…
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