Author: Jada B.
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It Never Lies
Sweetie, breathe. Go take a walk. Read a book. Watch your favorite movie or show. Do whatever YOU need to do to decompress. That peace that God keeps sending, accept it. Yes you have the right to sit in your pity party, but it won’t speed things up for you. In fact, it’ll only make…
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Her Resurrection
There was once a girl who was lost. She was told the world was at her feet and that she could be whatever she wanted to be. She was unsure of herself: Cringed at her reflection, and believed only death could bring salvation. True peace in the overly romanticized idea of death sounded so much…
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It’s Gone Live
Thought for this week? Life goes on. I really used to hate that saying because… wow lol how insensitive? Like you just gonna ignore the fact that my feelings hurt? Ignore that offense? Ignore this problem that I can’t control? Ugh. ‘Life goes on.’ It honestly reminds just how insignificant my problems are on the…
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Imma Do Both
Lol see- yea I think whoever it is that I’m becoming has Hell panicking. That’s the only thing I can think as to why things of this magnitude keep popping up. Sometimes, as much as we say we will praise our way through without hesitation, our first reaction is pure fear- unbearable heartbreak. Our first…
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It’s Bigger Than a Phone
So Sunday my phone went out on me. Surprisingly, I wasn’t upset or frantic, as I have been in the past. God told me in August I had to upgrade my life to reflect what He was doing internally. Lol so I redid my room, got a new wallet, new bank account, attempted to go…
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In the Face of Worse
Probably one of the most ugly realities of this walk is that you have to fight. Day in and day out it feels like. And some days, despite the scriptures you quote or the worship songs you sing, you find yourself fighting panic- fighting for your sanity. Nothing is falling apart per say but nothing…
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Overcomer
Hey y’all I know you’re preparing for your week so I’ll be brief: there comes a point in your journey when it seems your biggest flaws or what you are not will belittle you in every capacity. The times when it feels like you’re so naked and unprotected and far from the shores of comfort…
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Destined…. Raw and Uncut
Hi, So can I tell y’all something? I am growing out a place of very low self esteem and insecurity. Up until about 12th grade, I was outcasted because of my size. I wasn’t huge, but I was always the ‘big boned’ friend. **i seriously hate that term** Compared to my sisters I was big,…
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Destined… To Be First
Hey….can we talk real quick…. 👀👀 So I have been in a situation for the last 6 months. I thought in the beginning it was so promising. I felt like I was content and could push through whatever would try to disrupt the happiness I had found. I spoke to my spiritual mother about him…
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Stretch Out
Hey boo heyyyyy, It’s Monday and the end of September!!!! How are you? First off, where did September even go?! 🥴 To keep y’all in the loop of my life, when I changed my major over to PR I went to God with the career I had in my mind asking Him if it was…
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