Category: Chapter MMXIX
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Ring Ring
Are you answering? If you would’ve asked me yesterday, I would’ve said yes. Yup- lol you read that right. I would have tried to justify my answer with explaining that my past may need me, my past may have somehow changed and deserves access into my present and future, my past didn’t know what it…
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Just Start
Can I be transparent? I’ve struggled with setting goals. I do it though bc settling for whatever life hands me is not how I plan to live my life, and it’s not the desire I have for you either. Goal setting can bring about so much anxiety. Like what am I pushing for specifically? I…
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A Letter for Champions
2020 is in 10 days. Let that sink in. Reflecting back on my year, there were moments I felt like I literally could not get up and move on. I questioned God, I resented my purpose, I struggled to hold on to everything that once made me so secure: the insecurities that hugged my curves…
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Identity Theft
Hey girl, Yea I know it doesn’t feel like you’re the pink starburst of the package, but honey if only you knew of the adoration that flows out of conversations concerning you. They are wondering: how you are doing it, how you are managing to still walk gracefully through the fires of life, how you…
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Pretty and Powerful
A mouthful. Can I be transparent? I will anyways. The past week- maybe two- has been full of me trying to avoid the conversation I needed with myself about the love I’ve refused my inner man. Those who are really close to me know that as amazing as I am, I extremely self critical. Sometimes…
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It Never Lies
Sweetie, breathe. Go take a walk. Read a book. Watch your favorite movie or show. Do whatever YOU need to do to decompress. That peace that God keeps sending, accept it. Yes you have the right to sit in your pity party, but it won’t speed things up for you. In fact, it’ll only make…
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Her Resurrection
There was once a girl who was lost. She was told the world was at her feet and that she could be whatever she wanted to be. She was unsure of herself: Cringed at her reflection, and believed only death could bring salvation. True peace in the overly romanticized idea of death sounded so much…
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It’s Gone Live
Thought for this week? Life goes on. I really used to hate that saying because… wow lol how insensitive? Like you just gonna ignore the fact that my feelings hurt? Ignore that offense? Ignore this problem that I can’t control? Ugh. ‘Life goes on.’ It honestly reminds just how insignificant my problems are on the…
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Imma Do Both
Lol see- yea I think whoever it is that I’m becoming has Hell panicking. That’s the only thing I can think as to why things of this magnitude keep popping up. Sometimes, as much as we say we will praise our way through without hesitation, our first reaction is pure fear- unbearable heartbreak. Our first…
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It’s Bigger Than a Phone
So Sunday my phone went out on me. Surprisingly, I wasn’t upset or frantic, as I have been in the past. God told me in August I had to upgrade my life to reflect what He was doing internally. Lol so I redid my room, got a new wallet, new bank account, attempted to go…
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